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I understand why one would reject the religion of one’s youth if violent abuse happened there–doubly if there was a blind eye turned to it or, even worse, she was blamed for the abuse (for “tempting” the poor abuser). Teachings that would enhance her already powerful magnetism and sexual abilities as well as promise her power against things in her life which damaged her.Īnother word for this is “salvation”. She found mystical, powerful teachings there. Perhaps needing to get away from it all, she went to India. There, sexuality was shamed even as it’s dark underbelly manifested in sexual abuse, which she suffered. In fact, quite a few of those who I see on a ‘tantric path’ have this background. Psalm was born into a stifling religious community. What I know is gathered from conversations and researches. And the only reason I want to talk more about Psalm’s story is that it is indicative of the dangers that are waiting on this path. I want to approach this with the sensitivity and compassion it is due. It’s taken me as much time to recover and stabilize and recover from my tantric journey as it did for me to learn all of the magic in the first place. I had to go to other teachers, mentors, and guides and rekindle my spirituality in order to find some grounding stability for all the “flying” I was doing.

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I didn’t know which questions to ask–or I was too afraid to ask them–and so, like one of the X-Men just discovering their powers, I left chaos and destruction in my wake (and created it in my path!) with no idea how I was doing it or how to fix it. What it didn’t teach me opened me for massive pain and suffering for years. Now, you are probably wondering why I am not simply wholeheartedly endorsing this path for anyone else who wants to learn what I did. I was on this search full-time for the better part of a decade. I was invited to special rituals that most people believe are in the realm of fiction, if they have heard of them at all. I was told I had ‘magic’ and ‘golden’ hands and experienced healing powers that defied everything I had ever seen. I triggered my own childhood traumas and shook violently during a light spanking experience. I sobbed loudly in a group of 30 people for 6 hours. I met and experienced more amazing women in six months than I had in my entire life up to that point. I tried an ‘experimental marriage’, got threatened by the Mafia, and was painfully rejected by my guru. I also learned how both to make love for hours and trigger orgasms in my partners for the same length of time–without even touching–as I became more adept.

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And, I appeared nude and gyrating in a documentary film that was in movie theaters. I fell in love with a woman who neglected to tell me she was married until weeks into our ‘courtship’.

I had a husband threaten to beat the crap out of me for touching his wife during a workshop. a reason to quit my job and follow a guru for several years.

an entire spiritual system that destabilized my world.

a quick way to make lifelong friends and deep enemies.

a community that was about as sick as they come (unlock the Jedi powers of emotionally unstable people and, well…).

I found “better sex” alright–but saying that is like saying I was looking for a little excitement and instead found myself suddenly falling from the sky in a wingsuit. I knew nothing about it, other than it seemed kind of mystical and maybe had something to do with India. I came to tantra with a fuzzy thought that it might a path to ‘better sex’. I had no idea what tantra was when I “found” tantra. Harsh? Unfortunately, it might be a generous description. “A tantra workshop is where you pay $500 to learn techniques that have been handed down in reverence from guru to student for 5000 years after years of dedicated practice in a weekend from a guy who read a book about it two weeks ago.” Can Tantra Really Kill You?Īnd that is the first issue. My desire is that those who are now beginning to venture onto a path of self-discovery may be forewarned and forearmed.įor which reason, I have written this article with a none-too-subtle title. I believe we all deserve to go deeper into both her story and take a look at the world of tantra for our own benefit and safety. I wrote an article about that which has become one of the most viewed pieces on my page.Īnd the whole story…as well as the larger contributing situation won’t leave me alone. Shockwaves reverberated through the new-age world as we heard that the West’s #1 most famous and most successful tantra teacher took her own life.